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Last day of 2010

2010-12-31T21:11:00.002+08:00

Sweet basketball 2 on 2.

Back's so bad can't even take a pick and roll play.

Guess all I want now is to have a healthy back and stay injury free.

Frightening how long lumbar strain stays.

Such a shame.

Bad Sight Reading!

2010-11-14T18:49:00.002+08:00

Came across this by accident when I was cleaning up my pile of certs. Thought the comment on sight reading was pretty funny.
Which only makes sense that I don't sight read now, because it was horrible ages ago.

Only in Further Maths class

2010-09-22T17:11:00.002+08:00

Only in Further Maths class

Great day

2010-09-02T22:39:00.004+08:00

Post? Well what a day.
Nothing better than playing my favorite sports. Had a chance to ball today freely without actually worrying that much bout my knee. I did quite a number of drives which were mostly incomplete but yeah its a good start. 1.5 years absence of basketball really kicks in hard.
Had a pretty hard knocked on my left quads just now, lucky it wasn't at my knee though.
Pretty interesting that the knee didn't feel that stable 6,7 months post surgery but when the 8th 9th month comes in, the knee was alot more stable. But it could be because I dropped off the weights havent been doing any exericses on August for a month now.
Was diagnosed with lumbar strain was told to stay away from any back straining exercises for bout 6 weeks. Bit stubborn, didnt really listened. Lower back really in bad shape I mean it really hurts.

Must say though, 2nd time playing football today. Totally love the game. Always wanted to play since last year, even 2 years ago but yeah never really had that many chances.

Do need to mention that I ran a 4.6 half court today. Pretty decent. First tried running in June got bout 5.4 somewhere there, then I got a 4.9. Got a 4.6 today so yeah pretty cool consider the fact that I havent been doing any exercises, been carbs depleted for 3,4 weeks now. Jons got a 4.2 needa beat his time.

Anyways knees a good 80% back. Which is a really good number in my opinion. Probably do better in the next coming months.
Lower backs really annoying. Don't know whats wrong or what to do or how to treat for that matter but I do know I need a good massage this weekend.

Well been so busy haven't had much time for anything else. Busy 2nd semester gonna be busy this whole year anyway. Gotta get uni applications sorted out and next year probably a lot more comfortable. Cross the bridge when it comes.

1 Year

2010-08-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

1 year.

2010-07-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

It's been 2 terrible weeks since 2nd semester started.
Been really busy and barely have enough time to rest. About 7 hours a day of lousy sleeps inclusive of waking up in in the middle of the night.
Haven't much time for anything.

Really upset bout my knee actually. It's been 7 months post operation and its not feeling too good. Every time I stretch my knee it hurts and when I exert a force on my knee perpendicular to the ground it hurts too.
The other day I jogged around the JogForHope 6km route, my patellar tendon felt bad after that.
I definitely won't be entering the Sunday's marathon.

I never ever thought what its like not being able to do doing sports anymore in my life. I never ever thought I'd not play basketball for more than a year and every once in awhile I do doubt myself if I could really play like I was before, play at the level I played. I do feel quite unfortunate every once in awhile because I tore the ACL getting kneed by another player during a match.

I worked hard before my surgery. I worked even harder and put in much more effort than I ever did after my surgery. Devastating, so so heart breaking.

John John John, what can I say

2010-06-26T22:26:00.003+08:00

What can I say, John Bradley?
Hillarious. Hahaha.

First time back at court

2010-06-17T14:29:00.003+08:00

For the first time in more than a year I actually went back to the basketball court. Initial plan was just to get a jog around the park.
Itchy hands couldn't stay away from the basketball so I started shooting and I managed to get quite a few shots although all my shots were off formed. I didn't play any games though, didn't quite dare to play.
I really should stay away from the basketball court when wearing sports attire, it's really very tempting.

Then I got a friend that jogged around the park with me. Which is good motivation actually, when someone's so much ahead of you and sets a high benchmark, it's always challenging to try and get close to theirs. I generally don't have much problem with my legs when running, but there is a great amount of stress on my lower back when running which prevents me from running long distance. I suppose its nothing a few more runs can't fix.

Having said that, my friend Harris' 84kilos now and that's just monstrous.
He has really good stats like 80kilos bench of 6 reps, which I am no where near that.
Hell that's scary. It's either I avoid him when he comes back in July or I catch up with him in a month although the latter isn't quite realistic.

Now THAT, is what I call efficient. Simply amazing what the human body is capable of.

Which also reminds me that the Lakers and Celtics game 7 ( Series tied 3-3 ) finals tomorrow at 9am. Hopefully I wake up in time to find the tv to watch it. I just hope it won't be like last year where Lakers lost to Celtics at their home.

I also wanna take some time here to promote the marathon event in charged by one of my favorite girl YY - the Jog For Hope charity event.

Technology Advancement Really Is Interesting

2010-05-26T19:31:00.005+08:00

When stairs are changed to piano, more people actually use it than the elevator and it just shows that 'fun' plays an important role when doing something.

These 2 are actually my favourite. The motion sensing one simply reminds me of the technology in Iron Man which is more than brilliant, being able to watch these stuff happening.

And the Nokia Morph Concept have to be one of the best concepts I've seen all time. Utilizing the nanotechnology as the base. Simply Amazing. Just the stuff that makes me so excited. One of the many reason why I love this world, its just amazing. Having said that, nanotechnologies, researched ideas and alot of concepts can't go in mass production due to the high cost of producing it. Watching all these coming real soon real quickly is just, I've used to word amazing too many times but it really is, amazing. There's so many things I wanna be involved with, I wanna do and nothing gets more interesting than this.

National Debate Competition

2010-04-24T23:43:00.004+08:00

I was at the National Debate Competition today and I actually had the chance to watch a debate competition for the first time in my entire life. I realize its actually quite a fun thing when the debaters are good. Thought it would be quite fun dating a lawyer or a debater too. Nonetheless it was quite an experienced and Hartamas won 2 rounds today.

Anyways I saw Dave Nuku again today and had the time to stop by and have a conversation with him. Really really cool guy.

I also just realized that I have this problem reading and interpreting sentences. The only sentence that I would understand would be the really simple probably kids standards type. I'm not sure why but it could be the caused of not reading books (I don't read books, the only stuff that I would read in a form of a book are factual information or dirty jokes) Which comes down to why my writings are unorganized and consists of only simple sentences with no vocabularies.

Partay!

2010-04-17T21:18:00.006+08:00

I entered this A-Race event last week organized by the HELP A Levels Student Council, which is actually very similar to the Amazing Race.
So a team of 4 each started the event with taking down 10 pieces of 'Roti Canai' and a huge packet of the sauce. Our monstrous team got it done with in no time and we headed for the first gate which was to dip our hands into a sealed buckets filled with frogs and worms and a bunch of coins and pull out a ten cent coin.
Well anyways our team finished up 7 out of 13 gates due to the lack of time.

And I have to mention this again, I saw Dave Nuku on the way to college on Tuesday!
He does look much stronger in real life than on tv or maybe he's just got bigger.

Surprise party at BSC on Friday night

Glen looks like superman.

Haven't got much pictures these days because well I don't have a camera neither do I have a working phone to use.

I also went for the Monash's Extreme Sports Carnival today which was quite happening. I realize its a really nice university. I actually wanted to take part in the eating competition but I thought it was canceled or something and I went for breakfast and by the time they announced it was about to start I was already too full.

Super-Duper Aint Cool Yo

2010-03-31T18:11:00.003+08:00

I've been thru quite alot this 2 weeks and yeah it ain't cool. First off, I've experienced in my opinion, the worse feelings ever ever ever. See I was dragged out from bed at 445 on a Sunday morning to reach Nirvana at 530 and to be sleepy, cold and hungry at the same time. Now, I don't see anything that gets worse than that.

I've had numerous check ups last week too. I was told seriously to go for physiotherapy because of the inflexibility and bad muscle coordination of my knee and so I did, which came down to all the really basic hamstring stretches. Nonetheless I actually had a chance to try the electric stimulator which contracts and relaxes my quads entirely. It shocked me pretty bad on the first wave, thought I was gonna lose my leg.
Also, I've just started running, pretty often too. Embarrassingly I couldn't even run longer 10 minutes the first time last week and I also recently learned that I don't know how to skip backwards which is a real joke. Anyways, my RHR dropped by bout 10-15 beats and blood pressure back to normal too. It's crazy really to see it fluctuate so much.

Another super-duper ain't cool stuff is I've been having accidents as often as it rains these days. Yeah, ain't cool yo so don't think I should elaborate anymore.

Also loving Knock You Down by Keri Hilson especially the part Ne-Yo comes in. *thumbs ups* I think I should make a cover of that song - when I have a video recorder, sometime, someday.

Knock You Down by Keri Hilson

2010-03-29T23:41:00.001+08:00

Super-duper awesome song! Knock You Down by Keri Hilson

HELP's Open Day

2010-03-14T14:44:00.002+08:00

I had great time helping out at HELP's Open Day yesterday. It's part of the SASA terms to work out the 148 hours. I was stationed at the Psychology room which was one of the rooms that didn't need much work to do. I had some time to watch some of the lecture's video too which was about criminal psychology, very interesting. She was teaching her students how to bypass the polygraph. I also met alot of people yesterday, and there was this girl which somehow reminded me of Amanda, whose doing psychology year 1 but she's the same age as me. One of the most interesting part of yesterday was this 2 starbucks workers bought me a drink because I helped them out. It's really cool considering that I didn't even do much to help them.

I've had a few check ups and my blood pressure is actually pretty high, it's in the pre-hypertension range. I was explained that it could be because of the surgery I had back in December but I won't know until further check up. Other than that, my RHR (Resting Heart Rate) is very high, alot higher than the usual 70. They even asked me if I was on drug. I think one of the reasons could be because I don't do cardio at all and I haven't done anything since probably around the SPM test range.

The basketball game for this year's sport's carnival is next saturday. I've always wished that I could take part but my mom's very supportive, she keeps reminding me to focus on the bigger picture and to come back strong later. Which is what I'm doing, I'm already squatting 150lbs, thats the highest I ever got to. 2 months ago when I just got back I started with 45lbs. I do realize I have a much stronger acceleration than before, which is really good, just gotta keep going and I should be prepared by August. I'm also gonna start dieting soon because I'm having trouble gaining weight at 75.5 kilos already, so I've gotta get more calorie densed food.

Finally Got It Done With

2010-03-10T21:48:00.003+08:00

At last! I've finally got my old CPU to work. I had one hell of a time searching around the drivers for the old motherboard in my CPU because I misplaced the driver CD. I've been working on it since last week, so this ends my nightmare of the week.

I realize I don't concentrate much in class. My thoughts are always elsewhere, especially during physics class. Unfortunately I had a horrible seating today, which made concentrating in class very unlikely. So I spent my time calculating the probability of getting an acute angle when joining 3 random points in a circle with 7 equidistant points. I even went as far as calculating the energy used to squat 140lbs for 5 sets of 5 repetition. It got up to about 9000 joules of energy but I forgot the conversion of energy to calories and the whole thing didn't made much sense from then on.

Dwight Freeney!

2010-01-25T19:10:00.003+08:00

I came across this new material some time ago and its quite fascinating.
Its a clay-based hydrogel looking to replace plastic in the future. Can't get anything cooler looking than that.

I've also came across Dwight Freeney and checked out his highlights. Monster Dwight.

The tyre strapped on him that he runs with is a 100lbs.

Doctor wasn't too happy when I told him I started running. Gotta lay off it cause its just bout 7 weeks post-op so nobody wants my graph to shred. But my knee's good though, no pivoting or jerking. Doctor said I've gotta work more on my left quads cause its weak. I had no time for physiotherapy this whole month so I haven't been there once at all but I told them to give me the programme so I could start off at home myself. It's definitely not fun to start everything all over again.
Gotta get like Dwight Freeney by the end of 2010.

A New Bottle

2010-01-23T14:20:00.004+08:00

Headed out for breakfast this morning and my mom accidentally left my bottle at the table.
There goes my 4 year old bottle that I've been using.
I got myself a new one after that at KLCC while my mom was shopping for a new juicer.

So here's 2010, and let's go green.

Post Surgery

2009-12-14T01:47:00.002+08:00

I've just got back from the hospital yesterday. Surgery went well, which I can't be thankful enough.
My legs are feeling good actually, started walking 2 days after the surgery with crutches.
There are still alot of swelling around my quads and calf.
I have also just went thru the most excruciating pain of my life. The moment right after the surgery I got up, the pain was so intensed I was injected with morphine to get rid of it. The side effects after the analgesic drug was horrible too. The constant want of vomiting and the urge to urine was terrible.
I've started my rehabilitation at Day 1 Post-Surgery. Currently able to bend my knees about 55 degrees, which is quite good of a progress but I'm still trying hard.

It will take about 9 months for full recovery and I'm gonna try as hard as I can to stay with 9 to 12 months, making sure I don't get back to side to side sports any earlier than that. I hope the graph stays strong in my knee and I'm gonna be careful not to damage the graph, giving it more time for it to grow.
I read an article about this NFL player who had his ACL surgery, went back to the field 3 1/2 months later, injured his knee that very game and ended his season.
I certainly don't want that. The first few months should be easy, its when a couple of months later when the knee 'feels' normal. I will need to find the will to resists the temptation of getting back too early.
I'm gonna use this holiday wisely and catch as much rest as I can.

Pre Surgery

2009-12-09T02:00:00.002+08:00

Surgery's taking place is less than 36 hours. Will be admitting to the hospital tomorrow morning. I recall Danial asking me if I was scared a couple of days ago. Tonight when everything's settled down, I am, I am scared. What was I thinking? Rushing through everything to hurry back on the floor?
Come to think about it, I don't even remember how did I get to this state. Now I've got to replace a ligament with tendons and have it held by titanium for the rest of my life?
All because I was up that quarter of the game? All because I was stubborn and hurried back to the court 6 weeks after my first injury?

I had a choice to get it done in late July. I remember struggling to make a decision so badly cause I really wanted to get it done. I would be 5 months up in progress to a healthy 100% knee right now. Then I met a friend in August, that made all the delays and everything worthwhile. Although I don't see anymore, but it made all the difference.

94% success rate is a good figure.
I pray that this will go well.

Surgery Next Week!

2009-12-06T00:54:00.002+08:00

Just finished my Physics paper on Thursday. Last paper up on Tuesday.
I've been busy playing RO and so I've wasted 2 days not studying Chemistry.

Surgery will be next week after my paper.

Thats the stimulator of the knee surgery. It's not the exact but similar technique.

SPM

2009-11-26T13:45:00.003+08:00

Been restless with the SPM test. Not very happy about yesterday's paper. I actually found the whole add maths paper really easy but just 15 minutes before the test ended I realized I didn't complete 2 questions as I was checking my paper. I hurried and wrote up everything, I didn't even had the time to analyze the questions. I'm just so disappointed in myself. I could have answered it all easily. Worse add maths paper I even answered. So so disappointed.

Other than that all my papers were the best I've ever answered in my 2 years. History was good, put in alot of effort. Malay essay was good too as I recall I wrote about global warming which I then related it to physics and biology. I spent the 3 days completing 7 sets of moral test papers before my moral test and spent an hour that night before my moral paper memorizing 30+ definitions. Biology coming up, honestly not very confident with that. Gonna try to complete all the past year papers and a few more sets of others by Monday, then I should be okay, at least I hope.

School printed out my forecast result a few days ago - 7 A1s and 2 B4s. 2 Bs' for History and Biology.

I don't know what I've been eating lately but I feel so sluggish and disturbingly tired! I pray again that God will deliver me the actual SPM paper of Biology. Not that I received anything that actually came out during the test.

The Assumptiong Song

2009-11-20T00:04:00.001+08:00

So fucking funny!

Pleasant Morning

2009-11-13T09:26:00.002+08:00

Pleasant morning! A breeze of cold air by the rain. Slept thru the night like a baby. What a morning. So today's my graduation day in school and I didn't attend but its no big deal really. It's also where you go to school and teachers shake your hand to give you blessings for the coming exam. As if I need any. Exam's never bout luck for me. Anyways there's just too many teachers and workers in school that I don't like that's why I didn't attend. What could possibly be more comfortable than enjoying your breakfast in a cold weather at home? Not to mention today's NBA Friday, which I would also be enjoying a bit later.

A few songs that I listen alot now are
- Time For Miracle by Adam Lambert
- Secret (Time Travel Theme) and 止战之伤 by Jay Chou
- So Close by John McLaughlin

Time For Miracle is nice on the piano. I had a hard time looking for Secret yesterday. Glen was challenging me to it because he's been practicing this song alot so I'mma pick it up fast and kick his ass in school next week.
So Close is nice too. Just a bit confusing cause there's so many variation of chords. Still, challenging.
It's strange when I play songs not knowing what keys are they.

2 days in row to school

2009-11-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

Been going to school for the past 2 days, which is really tiring as I barely get enough sleep. I still have to go to school tomorrow, again, to sort out some documents. It's honestly very frustrating when the efficiency of workers are so low. The rate of students present in school are very low too and I'm gonna be studying alone in class again like today.
Been putting quite an effort into my history knowledge. Good job, Shaun.

It was our last sports activity today so everyone took the opportunity. I got pretty excited when soccer players came over to the court to play basketball. For awhile I forgot I had an injured knee and needless to say I hurt my knee again. Nothing major as I can still walk but inflammation is taking place with swells around the quads and calf. I was looking around for the anti inflammation drug but I don't know where I left it so I'm just left with letting it heal naturally with a different diet, anti inflammatory diet that is for the next few days.

Windows 7 Review

2009-11-10T21:34:00.001+08:00

A Review of the Pirated Copy of Windows 7 I Bought On eBay

Hilarious article!

What happened when Jefferey's phone went for some fresh air

2009-11-04T10:56:00.002+08:00

What happened when Jefferey's phone went for some fresh air

So funny, better than Toy Story.

McDonald's Contour Glass

2009-10-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

Finally had the chance to get this glass.
因为她喜欢紫色.
McDonald

My first rock climb!

2009-10-22T19:43:00.007+08:00

Went rock climbing at camp5 with Danial last night. It's my first time and I've been wanting to do it for so long. It was really good though and I had a really great time. I did more horizontal boulderings than the actual climbing because I didn't want to risk falling from a distance. I also realize how weak my forearms actually are cause they've been screaming the whole time.

Bought a DVD player few days back that actually reads USB and Annabelle had a sweet time watching Gossip Girl on big screen.

I also found a place to buy a converter, finally, after so long, that connects my earphones into my piano which makes it so much more convenient right now when I can play songs to myself especially in the middle of night.

My mother attended a seminar the other day which was promoting this system named T3B that boost sales. It claims to be 80% accurate. My mom, of course, like everyone else, buys the facts that they fed. It's important to not take people's word for it and study about what you're about to commit too. Too many people give in to psychology too easily. When things seems too good to be true, they are. Nothing is certain.

Well, I also learned this new game Danial thought me, to be played in the car when you're stuck in jams. Look at the number plate infront, 5220 for instance. Now start from by getting the number 1 using any operation you would like to and try to get to the highest number possible with the 4 numbers without repeat.

5-2-2 = 1
2 = 2
5-2 = 3
5- 2/2=4

I find this amazingly fun.

SASA Ceremony

2009-10-20T12:04:00.000+08:00

Shaun at the SASA Ceremony.

school

2009-10-16T01:52:00.004+08:00

School, is not the best place to be at at this time of year. Why? Just look at my messed up class. It isn't fun either when the school merged all the science classes together!

Football at the back of the class

My messed up class. White board sprayed with paint. Well done.

But this is also my favourite time of the year. NBA regular seasons are starting soon, about 2 more weeks. Also alot of basketball matches around this time.
I went and watched the Malaysia's KL Dragon against the Brunei's Barracuda by the ASEAN Basketball League held at MABA stadium yesterday. The whole game was broadcast live by ESPN. Malaysian basketball games are very rarely broadcast and to have it on ESPN was a big deal. The Malaysian National Athem was even sang before the game started.
Nonetheless, The KL Dragon, which I have never heard before, were slaughtered badly. Pretty embarrassing since they consisted most of the national players and imported 2 American players. There was this Filipino player in Brunei's team that was good. I started yawning in the 3rd and 4th quarters but the dunks kept me awake.
Its exciting to watch good basketball.
Fun basketball nights.

I'm also slowly getting back my studying momentum, which is good since I have never put in any effort in my studies.
Been doing alot of sleeping too, I slept for 12 hours today and got up at 12 in the afternoon. Awesome!
Also getting myself to do more cardio to balance my body up. Gonna try to maintain 76 kilos and get leaner in a week or 2. The low carbs phase again. I recall giving up after 4 days of living without carbs.
A little bit strange that 2 trays of eggs went empty in a week. Simply because I don't remember eating alot. Too lazy to stock up so I've been living without eggs for quite a number of days. I've got my replacement - Tuna. ~~Yummy~~ NOT!
Water milk milo sugar sure goes well before bed and I just had mine.

remember

2009-10-13T02:50:00.006+08:00

I was wondering around my bed awhile before I decided to switch on the computer.
I guess it happens when you watch too much TV and have it pass your bedtime.

I read a mail written awhile ago. It's a good thing that I read it again. Because I just keep forgetting. So reading it reminds me and I really should keep it in mind.

This is best title I can come up with. Simple - but it came a long way.

Heroic

2009-10-08T22:44:00.001+08:00

What a silly boy.
Correct me.

hesitance

2009-10-07T22:54:00.005+08:00

I finally had the chance to touch the ball.
I was at Hartamas park this evening, I got a few shots here and there but they're all pretty bad, can't shoot comfortably.
I met an old primary friend, Jinn, which I haven't seen in years. All grown up.
Basketball's awesome. Sadly I don't see anymore good players around.

Went to get all 4 tyres change in the afternoon and I took it home to play with after that.
50 grand for a nice ride seems like a good buy.

I actually saw what I wrote few post back and thought it was funny and silly.

whats been up

2009-09-29T16:06:00.008+08:00

Back back back back back!
Awesome. Lets see whats been happening.

Been eating a tray of *I highly suspect* genetically mutated eggs. 80% of each egg from that tray seems to have 2 yolk!
SICK!

Now thats fucking amazing aint it?
Well you see, I developed a new habit which is sleeping with fan switched on instead of the air con nowadays.
So there was this night actually morning 6 am, the whole chandelier fell off and all the glass shattered everywhere all over my room.
Lucky no shattered glass went in my face or any part of me.

Whats next?
Uh, A1 for Add Maths.
Pretty bad Moral results and others are still pending.

Alot of things coming up.
Been following this work out plan, absolutely effective, 3 more weeks to go.
Had McDonalds for lunch.
Ben was telling me bout this other program, which I can't wait to try too.

2 more months, before my surgery!
Gotta run more, exercise more while I can.
I get sick thinking that I can't do any activities.

I think what I really miss most is being on the court.

Just so I don't forget, a bunch of suckers I never admire.
Lust.
Never wanna be a part of it.

Guy Dupuy's New Dunk @ Midnight Madness

2009-09-09T19:36:00.005+08:00

Fucking sick! I went like 'what the fuck just happened?'

Yahoo! Report

Boring Exams

2009-09-09T18:47:00.004+08:00

Boy its good to have a day off tomorrow. I haven't had any good sleeps, been sleeping late. I just want this test to end quickly.
Biology paper was a joke today. I saw this dude beside me wrote endless essays for his paper 2 so naturally I thought he was good in Biology. So guess what happened during paper 1? I copied, a few, only to realize after the test that he's not very good in Biology, well thats what he claims, I sure hope he's being modest.

Squatted 150lbs at the gym today. Haven't hit that weight ever since March. I actually don't remember if I exceeded that weight but sure it feels good. Ass hurts right now.

Water Slide

2009-09-07T20:40:00.004+08:00

Awesome but THIS has to be fake!

Until Death Do Us Part

2009-08-30T23:52:00.006+08:00

~~I added up all the 'really' & 'like' together.~~

I may not say it quite as much as I should but when I say I love you darling that means for good <3

你和我

想睡觉

2009-08-28T14:24:00.002+08:00

彼此终于退回陌生.

好奇怪,
心里有些不舒服.
不明确.

太无聊了,好累,只想睡个好觉.

First Movie

2009-08-26T19:23:00.002+08:00

Watched The Proposal yesterday night, not exactly the most amazing movie I watched but definitely with the most amazing girl I watched with. Our first movie, definitely deserves to be written down here. Amazing, simply amazing. Loved it.

Jogjakarta

2009-08-26T18:40:00.039+08:00

Back from Jogjakarta! Never more happier to get back to Malaysia. I didn't even wanna go this trip, mainly caused I knew I'd miss her so so much. The only thing that was pretty impressive there is the 2 world heritages which I got tons of pictures of them. Other than that, the food was horrible, the place wasn't nice.
Thruout the trip my foot wasn't comfortable, which made walking up and down hard.
The volcano site we visited was 900 metre above sea level. With lower oxygen level due to the large vertical distance from ground, atmospheric pressure was low too which you won't find yourself breathing as comfortable as on ground.

Anyways, sequence of the pictures goes -Sultan's Palace, Some temple I forgot the name, Borobudur Temple, Volcano. There was this really huge tree somewhere around too, HUGE. I tried climbing it.

Aunty Vivian said I look like Osama Bin Laden.

Awesome huh? I took that!

Volcano site, as you can see, all the ashes around.

Shaun's got lucky!

2009-08-17T18:02:00.005+08:00

Found the picture above by accident in my sister's camera, lucky eh? HOT HOT HOT! She looks like Linda Chung.
Awesomeness. More awesome than awesomeness!

All messed up

2009-08-09T19:15:00.003+08:00

My first jog since I tore my ligament in March. A huge decrease in stamina though but it was really good to be able to run. Nothing beats running. It gets your mind off the things you just don't wanna to think about. I just miss running on the court so so much. With my ACL tore, I can only run in a straight line with no 'cutting' movement because the whole knee is loose and with the tore ACL, there's nothing to stop the rotation of the knee.

I'd really wanna get everything that happened yesterday off my head. I find it really hard to accept that I messed up. I just want it off my head.

Surgery will be taken after my exams. I don't wanna go into details here, its not necessary.

I often wonder how the fuck I got into this state.
A price too high to pay.

'Don't ever let somebody tell you... You can't do something.' ~ Will Smith in The Pursuit of Happiness

So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you so close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
So far we are so close

So close to reaching that famous happy end..

Test test test!

2009-07-18T19:55:00.012+08:00

Hey how's everyone doing! Just finished my 3rd monthly test. Otherwise I've been rushing the essay required for applying scholarship at HELP where the deadline is 24th of July. WHHOOOH those sleepless nights.

Nonetheless I've got pictures of my class during history test out of boredom. Check them out!

Sajjad my retarded Pakistan friend

Don't doubt! That is my paper during the 3rd quarter of the test.

Glen my Sarawakian friend who I thought he was good in history...

A Scene During Test

Thats my super awesome bag with a picture of MEGAN FOX on a bike. SEXY.

MY NEW BOTTLE - which apparently broke um yesterday.

Weak Mind

2009-07-03T10:34:00.003+08:00

There was this crazy hype about a few days ago when the National Service list just got out.
My sister helped me checked thru her phone and she told me I was selected and I thought she was pulling a fast one on me.
Well yeah I'm selected but I don't really care about it. I don't see why people make this such a big deal.

I went to this park at Taman Desa yesterday and I met an old friend there. It was really awesome. We were walking around the park and chatting. It was a big park, there was a basketball court, football field, badminton court. I didn't really play basketball because my leg don't feel that good yet and I'm actually quite scared I tear it again, once bitten twice shy.

I'm actually really lazy to study, so reluctant to. Today's the Parents-Teachers day, I didn't go to school. My mom didn't wanna take my report card.
I actually failed Malay the last test and therefore I failed every other subjects. Percentage wise I got the highest in class but because I failed Malay, thats why I got 20th in class.
Down man, feel so down!
God get me over with this!
Such a weak mind.

Michael Jackson's Gone..

2009-06-28T09:57:00.003+08:00

I've been so upset with Michael Jackson's death.
He's such an amazing singer and dancer and I'm just so sad he left the world.

So much has been happening around nowadays. Number of people infected with H1N1 are increasing.

Anyways saw this cute picture of this girl. SMOKIN' HOT. Only this picture at least.

USPR Essay

2009-06-14T00:12:00.006+08:00

I received an email from my 12 year old cousin and I found it hilarious so I'm gonna post it up here and share it with all of you.

A day at home

2009-05-27T09:57:00.004+08:00

Got a day off today cause I've got no paper so I don't have to go to school. I got up pretty early wanting to watch the NBA finals game but guess what? There's no coverage here. It's terrible! They hardly ever play any Cleveland games.

Well anyways I'm gonna watch the Manchester United against Barcelona match tonight.

You guys should really check this out, amazing, simply amazing.

Exam Week

2009-05-16T19:33:00.003+08:00

Accidentally hurt my knee again last week. Couldn't walk for a few days and I had to use a crutch to support myself. My knee is currently under observation for one and a half month and if it doesn't get better in between, I have to go for an MRI scan to see whats on. Doctor couldn't tell if I tore the ligament or the meniscus but I'm really lucky it isn't the ACL, so that means I won't need a ligament reconstruction. I'm walking fine now except when I walk up and down the stairs. The side feels a little weird like its dislocated and it bothers me alot when I have to lift my leg and when I'm sleeping.

Currently busy with exams and alot of things going on. Can't wait to get things thru and done with.

Perfect Pitch Friend On The Piano

2009-04-14T21:23:00.006+08:00

Been dealing with a torn ligament in my left knee. Happened about 2 weeks ago in a basketball match. Having a hard time moving around and my leg is very unflexible. I had advices from a couple of doctors. I'm suppose to see an orthopedic surgeon and arrange an MRI scan. I might need a surgery to repair my knee but that would be last option cause I really don't wanna go thru the procedure. Either ways, my basketball season is over and I shouldn't be able to ball for 3 months at least, hopefully just 3. Been seeing alot of cases where 6 months or 12 months just go by. I need to focus more on my knee rehabilitation and make sure it goes well.

Been spending much time on the piano too so I've got this video of my perfect pitch friend playing the piano, 'lazily' playing the piano that is. Simply hitting notes. First 3 songs are his own compositions whereas after that comes Lee Hom's Wei Yi and Kiss Goodbye.

Undiscovered Geniuses

2009-03-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

Geniuses, what comes thru your mind first?
What about undiscovered geniuses? Shame.
I've got a friend, gifted in every aspect, unknown to people - Quan
Born perfect pitch, a talented artist, with an attitude and personality that's different from everyone.
It's a pity no one knows how talented he is because he doesn't show, he claims its humble but its the lack of self confidence he possesses. Even his family doesn't realise it.

I too, realise that my sister and I are same in alot of ways. I just found out when I saw her drawing in church. She can draw a straight line, without a ruler that is, she can draw a nearly perfect circle, she likes shapes. She can draw pretty well. She can complete a game of minesweeper with an average below 10 seconds though I don't remember what's her best time. She's pretty damn good at Sudoku too.
Its surprising because we usually don't do things together, in a way we're not close but we still share same interests and we're both coincidentally good at it. Maybe it's something that runs in our veins.

Doodle!

2009-02-28T14:31:00.002+08:00

Doodle - the correct word for what I always do. I used to refer it as drawing but I don't really draw so doodle should be more appropriate.

I don't think anyone actually knows what that is. Its terribly sketched.
It's Snoopy.

Freedom of Humanity

2009-02-27T23:28:00.004+08:00

Our Oral Test was really interesting. We presented it in groups and for 3 years straight we've been doing the same health issue - obesity. It just gets better every year.
Its fun when you gets in the same group with pals and you just run thru the whole story a few times, without a script, you present and everyone just go with the flow on what they should be saying while everything just clicks and you get the audience laughing their ass off.

Other than that I've got back a few results which were quite disappointing.
Only 4 students in class passed biology with 40+ marks. I got 29 which is quite embarrassing to mention.
Add maths was terrible too I didn't do that well.
The only subject that went well was physics, I got 78 when half the class failed the paper. Interesting~
With the craze of polling whos gets what 'achievement'(best smile, most atheletic, etc.) for our last year in school running around these days, its annoying. I never really understand the overrated hype of it. As expected, I didn't vote for anything cause its a waste of resources and time.

There's this retard girl in class just now that bullshitted about me. Nowadays when people ask me do I have a girlfriend, which is a really stupid question to ask about, I usually answer that I had one, but I have many now. True enough. No one knows how much I've done for this girl and everything that I've did for her and yet they're talking shits by judging a book by its cover.
I was once all over a girl and I did the stupidest thing which is putting her first place in everything I do. You know what? Lesson learnt. Thats the one and only time it happened and I'm glad she's gone right now and that I have a handful of them which I don't really give a damn whether they're here or not because neither one of these girls should my life be centred on.
Screwed my whole preception on how a relationship should be but I'm never happier with the way it is now. What a waste of time she was. In a way I learnt something valueble, never to centre my life on anyone and I do anything, I want. Don't have a reason to be a nice guy, anymore.

Bill Gates once said that the world is unfair, deal with it.
Let me requote it, the world is filled idiots, don't waste your time on them.
All those minorities of useless people should get better things to do then to make stories out of people's life.

Abortion

2009-02-21T09:56:00.003+08:00

12 year old talks about abortion. Very very well said. Thumbs up.

Paper Aeroplane!

2009-02-18T20:06:00.003+08:00

Due to excess paper that we don't use because a fine bunch of us don't know how to write ESSAYS, paper aeroplanes were made!

Well I made a pretty nice one on Monday in school which glided really well but David had to fly it off the window.
Tomorrow is the last day of my exams and I'll be having the Physics paper.
So I will make a make an aeroplane and use it to explain Bernoulli's principle, obviously not!
But I will still make an aeroplane tomorrow during physics test, I can smell free time.
A race will be held as soon as exam ends!

A plane I just made (after research) which is pretty convincing to glide on air for a long time but mine didn't, probably because of the angle of the wings and so on.
It's still really cool though.

NBA All Star 2009

2009-02-15T15:38:00.011+08:00

I spent my morning with the NBA All Star Event.
It was so good. Especially the Slam Dunk Contest.
Lebron James immediately signed up for next year's dunk contest after watching Dwight Howard easily dunked on the 12ft rim. (The usual ones are 10ft)

Nate Robinson (5'9) dunked over Dwight Howard (6'11)

That dunk is fucking sick!
2009 Sprite Slam Dunk Contest Champion - Nate Robinson

It's disappointing that I won't be able to watch the All-Star game tomorrow morning.

Failure To Launch

2009-02-11T19:59:00.002+08:00

A few days ago I burst into laughter when I found out my dad has facebook where he viewed my sister's profile and stole a few photos from there.
I still haven't got over it. Consider the fact that neither my sister or I told him about facebook before.

I came across this video and I can't help laughing at this. This is just hilarious.

Pink or Yellow?

2009-02-07T12:55:00.003+08:00

The decision wasn't hard, my choice was obvious.
Holding one, it struck my mind.
There it came.
So I asked and I was given.

Biology Class

2009-02-05T16:30:00.004+08:00

Lets check out my structure of the lymphatic system, shall we?

Yeah yeah boring biology class, one of my least favourite subject.

A little bit of Melanie

2009-02-02T18:58:00.003+08:00

These are songs played by Melanie.

愛不疚 by Raymond Lam

Bella's Lullaby

Something New

2009-02-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

I attended church yesterday and I was pretty amazed by yesterday's speaker.
What different about him? He's Malay. Born in Malaysia, born Muslim and right now he's a Christian preacher. That is just really amazing. How many of you actually know any Malays that are Christians? I have never seen any, other than him.

All things are possible for those who believe.

Mr Tan's funny statement!

2009-01-30T23:30:00.008+08:00

Mr Tan made the funniest statement of all during lessons today.
Michael was asked what 1M meant and it took him FOREVER to answer.

'Michael's knowledge, squared, is inversely proportional to the number of time I repeated this' (This as in 1M = 1 mol/1000 centimetre cube)

Let K be Micheal's knowledge and N is the number of time Mr Tan repeated it.
*Take note K is squared.

That got the whole class laughing their ass off.

Finally Back In M'sia

2009-01-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

I got back from a really amazing trip at Malacca. Everything was just so lovely there. The weather was exceptionally cold, I believe it was a little below 20 D Celsius at night. The fact that technology was at the down end over there didn't bother me at all. All I missed when I was there was the piano and it was like a craze for it. Anyways I met a really really talented pianist that lived next door to my grandma. It was really fun playing with him that day but like many gifted ones are, they're a little different. I soon found out by my mom that he was admitted to a mental hospital some time ago.
I was suppose to catch up with Melanie there cause our grandparents' house are actually nearby.

We hardly took any pictures this year and I don't have any at hand at the moment but a video's all I got.

Just Not My Day

2009-01-24T16:36:00.004+08:00

For uncertain reasons, every last day of school before a holiday they would lock up every gate down the stairs leaving just one gate opened. Forcing the entire school to exit from that certain stairway. Yesterday, while I was standing stationary at the stairway waiting for everyone to move, I was pushed by someone and thus I made a little girl infront of me fell. That struck a nerve, I turned around to see which uncivilized idiot couldn't wait to get home.
The school should be at fault too, forcing everyone to exit thru one stairway.

Caught a picture of this sweetheart at the clinic yesterday. Little rascal claimed she was sick and didn't attend school.

My Favourite Sweet

2009-01-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

When I was young I used to love this sweet called Fruitips. It's my No.1 favourite sweet in my list, 2nd comes Mentos. Anyways, all of a sudden I just didn't see it anymore. It's been about 10 years now. So a few days ago my dad saw it and he bought it too but he didn't save any for me. I was at Bangsar today and I got my dad to buy it for me. It's like 4 Ringgit a tube and thats expensive for sweets but I think it's imported from UK. The name's changed, it's called Fruit Pastilles now. Doesn't taste as good as it was, mainly because I expected more after years, I just imagined that perfect taste but nothing really is perfect. But of course, it's still my No.1 favourite sweet. Good stuff.

So what's your favourite sweet?

Shaun H

Still

2009-01-06T22:02:00.003+08:00

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EDITED 7/1 19.48

I'm gonna introduce this song.
The name of this song is Still. It's a christian song sang by the band Hillsong. It's available on my playlist if anyone wants to listen to it.

What I really love about this song is the simple melody it brings, so when I played made sure it stayed simple.

In between the song contains a piece of melody which I composed myself. It is actually my first composition and I placed it in the song.
What inspired my composition was the broken, down times I had and faced.

When I played this song, it really meant something to me. I'm not sure how many hearts this will touch but I hope all of you enjoy it.
Thank You.

Look look! I can fry eggs!

2009-01-05T22:22:00.004+08:00

That's the egg I just fried and boy it taste good!

It was pretty good day at school. Managed to catch up with a alot of friends but there are a few that I still haven't spoken too.
Dad reduced my pocket money. So I'm getting a really really low 'income'. It doesn't really bother me actually, cause I don't really spend money nowadays. Ever since I got away from the phone, its a HUGE saving.
Dad said he might shut down his company. I'm not really concerned about it, doesn't really matter to me but of course, I hope it gets better.

I'm off to go, I regretted sleeping in afternoon cause it's gonna be hard to sleep now.
Looking forward to another great day.

U Yong

A New Year

2009-01-04T20:29:00.003+08:00

I was on my bed for an hour or so and I couldn't sleep so I decided to come up here and post something.

Been a little busy with this and that for the past few days. I went to Pantai Medical Centre on Friday to see a specialist, it's a boring place to be. I recall the last time I went there was 2 years ago. My mom was admitted to the hospital there and the last time I went there was with Amanda. I'm really glad my mom's alot better right now and getting healithier.

It's a new year and I'm feeling pretty good. Last year was an averagely great year and I learnt alot, from my mistakes. My relationships were horrible last year. I didn't know how to handle my emotions so I made a couple of mistakes, I end up doing the wrong thing. It took me time to realise that,
A great relationship doesn't mean no conflict;
it simply means a couple keeps trying to get it right.

I also saw this somewhere so I'm just gonna write it down since it means something.
The opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference. If you hate, that means you still care.

I'm really possitive about this year and usually when I have this sort of feelings, girls just come like magnet. Which is a good thing right now.
Tomorrow's the starting of a new term and I'm stuck with my busy schedule as usual.
It's better being busy than sitting infront of the tv watching doing nothing.
One thing I really hope improves is my sleeping habit, it's really bad. Sometimes its just so tempting to pop a pill and sleep but I wouldn't do that, I just can't risk destroying my hormones.

That sums it all up for now, I'm gonna enjoy some nice music before I sleep. Listening to Lee Hom's Dream Again, nice song.

U Yong

Milo Shake

2008-12-30T23:26:00.003+08:00

I made myself a cup of Milo shake just now. Mmm, yeah its good. How do you guys pronounce Milo? (MY-LOW or MEE-LOW)
I pronounce it as my-low but I often hear people pronouncing it as mee-low.

I had a fun day today, everyday is always fun and thats the way it should be. I called my buddy along for some explosive workouts. We sprinted 20 floors of stairs, twice. Later on we went to the car park cause it was raining thats why we couldn't use the basketball court and we did suicide drills and crazy stairway frog jumps. It's so damn good and really tiring.
My trainer told me to do the Kamikaze workout and yeah my new goal is to get
Too damn quick, too damn fast and too damn strong.

I changed my operator to Maxis now and I'm gonna change it back to DiGi when I'm free. I wanted to convert it from my DiGi postpaid to prepaid but they wouldn't allow me to so I had to convert it to Maxis first, but of course, my number is still the same. I really enjoy all the benefits of postpaid but I just don't enjoy paying the bills. For some reason, I always blow the bill up and unfortunately now I'm broke with pennyless.

Tomorrow is the eve of a new year and I haven't thought of anywhere to go but honestly, it really isn't a big deal for me.
Happy New Year to ya'll people that are reading this and I'll probably write a conclusion about this year and my next year's resolution.

Shaun H

Football Fever

2008-12-29T22:30:00.003+08:00

I just got back home from football. I had a game again at Hartamas with my buddies. Seems like I'm playing footie pretty often lately. After football we were sort of chilling around and my friend let me try his bike. Bike, bike. We all had great fun. Unfortunately Chow couldn't join us for dinner cause his parents were there to pick him up and he was blabbering all the foul words as usual. He is one crazy bastard.

I'm so tired right now. I didn't sleep well last night. The usual, annoying bladder problem. I'm suppose to go see a specialist at Pantai Medical Centre but I've been putting the matter aside and I've also gotta find some time to go buy some reference book cause I'm gonna start studying soon. All my friends are so motivated to study and do well and I should, at least start studying soon.

There's this girl that said I was a 'Branded Player' today, I just think she's out of her mind. Absolutely crazy.

Joyful

2008-12-28T22:07:00.007+08:00

My sister riding a bike at the park the other day

That's her playing the guitar and I don't think any of you guys wanna know what she played the other day, yeah sister?

I went for a movie with Li-Ching yesterday at Pavilion. It was my first time there and that place was crowded with people. The funny thing was we bought a movie ticket and took the couple seatings, entered the cinema and we started chatting and chatting and all of a sudden Li-Ching realised her friend was watching the same movie too and he was just beside us with his girlfriend and I know his girlfriend! What a small world. After awhile Jackson told me he was a watching the same movie too and he and Xu Ze walked up to my seat to disturb me. It's so weird! To know so many people, watching the same movie at the same place.
But the movie was RUBBISH. I think it's called The Spirit, based on a comic. Waste of time watching but we weren't really concentrating on the movie anyways.

Later at night, Mom took us out for buffet at the Sime Darby Convention Centre. The teppanyaki BBQ was soo sooo gooood. I've got a few pictures to share.

Sister enjoying her strawberry ice cream

Another thing I would like to mention is David Sides. He's a pianist and he's really good. All his songs are wonderful and so well played. Something so soothing and it really really inspires to me get better at all times.

Injured Thumb

2008-12-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

It's been a long crazy day. I had fun playing soccer in the evening with my pals and yeah it was gooooodd. After my light, really really light dinner, I got back home and played basketball. Throughout the game it was messy and I injured my left thumb. Seems pretty bad and I should be out for a week or two.

I've been dedicating alot of my time to music. At times when I can't sleep, I can't do anything about things that are happening in life, I turn to music. I'm grateful that I have my friends with me, my family, music and of course exercise.

I'm really tired right now and I'm gonna doze off soon.

UY

Christmas

2008-12-25T18:55:00.003+08:00

Christmas seems quiet this year, last night we went down town for a spin and honestly, didn't felt anything like Christmas.
This morning as usual, we went to church and it was great. The warmness is always felt there and it really felt more like Christmas in Church than anywhere else but the gospel sharing was boring.

My mom said "I'm hotter than you guys this year", I was like whats up, then she was boasting that her phone kept ringing with Christmas wishes. Hahaha. Yeah it's sooo cool she gets more messages than we do.
I didn't receive alot messages this year and to my surprise, Amanda was the first one to wish me. It was really unexpected and it was sweet. We actually hosted open house for the last 3 years and we didn't do anything this year. I don't remember we hosted 3. Mom reminded me about the other 2. I only remember the first one we hosted in 2005 and that one was great cause there was a BIG turkey.

I've been playing with Linux lately, Linux OpenSUSE. It's a pretty cool operating system with nice GUI. Google it.

Talking bout the turkey makes me hungry now and I want something good tonight!

Blessed Christmas,
UY

Doesn't Prove Anything

2008-12-20T03:49:00.002+08:00

Another night up, can't seem to dose off.
Hmm.. What a long day today. Spent most of the time awake and right now I look nothing less than a Zombie.

I went for a little hang out at One Utama on Thursday and I saw Shyan. It's the second time. I mean I hardly go out and both times I went out I saw her too. Its nice to bump into friends.

Tuition was fun today. Chow's comeback was a big surprise. During dinner he was bullshitting bout how Mr Tan cried for him to come back and we all had a good laugh. One more thing, our friend Michael aka Michelle didn't invite any of us to his Birthday Party on Monday. We were all quite mad at him cause we weren't invited and his reason was it was full, my ass man! And we all started screwing him up and he actually bought us all alcohol. We came up with the decision that he's not gonna join us for our next futsal match.
In your face Michelle 凸凸

All of a sudden I hear people screaming around so I went out to my balcony and I saw a few Nigerian idiots shouting around arguing on the streets. It is annoying, very annoying. Not to mention its nearly 4 in the morning.

Gonna find something to burn time now.

UY

Sleepless night.

2008-12-19T04:57:00.003+08:00

Not sleeping is a really weird thing. So it is really weird when I can't sleep. Oh wells, it happens. Nothing much I can do at this hour ( 5 in the morning). Just wished I don't have to attend my classes in the afternoon and at night, which is merely impossible.

How nice would it be to be sleeping right now?
It's just so weird not to sleep when you're feeling tired but you just can't sleep.

2 Worlds Apart

2008-12-16T19:54:00.003+08:00

My house seems a little empty today. My joyful & psycho sister isn't around. She went to some church camp and she's not gonna be around for a few days.
I've been to a few camps before when I was young but I never really like them. I used to miss my family alot when I was in camp.

I'm into a new sort of drugs - Pokemon! Yeah I've been playing this since last week, it's like drugs I'm addicted to that game. I just can't stop and I'm glad I'm almost finishing it. I played pokemon when I was really young like 6,7 years old. Adrian and I would play together on our gameboys. The difference now is that I'm playing on the computer and it's like 3,4 times the gameboy speed, Super Fast.

What a lifeless holiday. I didn't study didn't do anything beneficial. 2 more weeks till school starts I suppose. And my head is filled with a few 'good & fun' plan before school starts.

Till then,
Shaun Hon

Christmas

2008-12-01T11:20:00.003+08:00

Christmas is my favourite season throughout the year =)

Such a cute little Christmas tree

Wanting To Sleep

2008-11-24T00:44:00.004+08:00

Currently having my holidays now.

I don't know bout you guys,
but weird things happens during holidays for me.
It's like a change of routine.

The biggest problem for me during holiday is getting to sleep.
I get tired.. but I just can't sleep. Happens usually during holidays.
Like I'm on drugs or something.
Insomnia? Not likely. More like a habit of sleeping late.
I normally doze off like 11 during school days but it's just hard to sleep at 11 or even 12 during holidays.
Hmm.. Wish I could just sleep easily like a baby.
I envy my sister a lot, she just sleeps and sleeps and sleeps. It's not a bad thing, something I wished I could do.

I remember back a few years ago I used to hate sleeping.
Thinking about it makes me laugh.
I would spend all night on the phone, refusing to sleep.
The reason? Cause if I sleep, the next moment I wake up is school.
Sounds pretty stupid, but it's true. I'd try my best to stay up as long as I could.

Saw some pretty nice lines lately.
-The Strongest Survive

-Every team needs a hero, and every hero needs a team.

-And every tongue that shall rise up against thee in judgement shall be condemn.
Isaiah 54:17

Time to sign off,
UY

Dull

2008-11-10T10:15:00.003+08:00

Woke up unhappy this morning,
Everything seems dull when I'm moody.

Hmm.. I've to go to school tomorrow though I don't want to.
I still haven't return the borrowed text books.
May it be my last day in school for this year. Amen.

Click Click =)

2008-11-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

Just got back home from my regular friday tuition. I came back a little later then usual. Hmm was hanging around with Maxine for ahwile.

I'm feeling good actually. Now that everything's in place. You really see how a person is as time passes. Some of them really aren't worth a single second of my time.

I like the movie Click. :)
It's really nice and I'm watching it now.
A good time to rest my lazy ass.
It's such a sweet movie.

Hell

2008-11-07T16:53:00.003+08:00

Bloody messed up day.
Fucked up.
I lost my temper and I shouted at my sister after school. I'm sorry Annabelle.
Its hard to keep calm as I was last time.
I get mad about little stuff and whatever happened today was terrible.
I shouted at her too.
I shouldn't have.
Sigh. I'm an idiot.
I wanted to shout with my dad too when he was telling me about how I shouldn't have shouted at my sister.
So stress and pressuring..

怎么了，你累了，爱淡了
说好的幸福不来了...

Wrong Hour

2008-11-05T07:31:00.002+08:00

Pretty early in the morning right now. My maid accidentally woke me up in the morning cause she thought I was going to school and I coulnd't get back to sleep after that. Hmm.. Anyways here I am up in the morning trying to burn my time.

I fell on my left hallux (the 'big toe') and now its pretty badly hurt. It's swallon up and I'm actually having a hard time walking around. So I'm gonna skip tomorrow's basketball tryouts.

Other than that I've been good. Thanks for all the concerns.

Shaun

May Be

2008-10-22T19:29:00.003+08:00

Scared.

I'm scared of being alone, I hate being alone now.
I'd do anything to keep myself busy instead of being alone.
Where are friends when you need a bunch of them?
Well thats actually what you get when you're anti social.
I am anti social.

I never felt so afraid being alone before.
Its killing me so badly.

Harris suggested I start changing and I suppose I should but I have no idea how to start.

Never felt so afraid before..
Just wanna get rid of it so badly.
Can't believe actually have one of these days.

Im Back

2008-10-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

Im back.

I sold my Ipod Nano yesterday.
Which is a good thing now I've got a little extra cash to get myself something.

My dad has been telling me not to put in emotions in a relationship.
He said if a girl wants to call it off, just say good bye. Don't waste my time because I can always find another one.
He told me to train my mind to think that way.

I think its quite true. I wasn't able to do that and I'm still struggling a little but I roughly can now. It's better like this because I shouldn't get hurt. My life moves on. I shouldn't let anyone hurt me.

I read this line somewhere before,
If you can't make up your mind, someone will do it for you.

I believe people easily. I don't except people to lie.
There's only one kind of people I hate, HATE - Dishonest people.

Break it into a smaller category, liars.
I hate liars. I can't stand people that lies.
And people that lie can do me a favor, get off my life because I don't need you.
Liars disgust me. I ain't gonna talk to liars, no way.

I don't understand people that don't know what they want either.
It's really funny because how can you not know what you want.
Well it's not my life anyway, I know what I want and what I'm gonna get.
I ain't gonna waste my time on anyone.
Not one I've met, that is worth it. I mean in a relationship.

I haven't had the time to tell idiots that messed with my life,
let me tell you now.

Don't mess with me and my life.
Fuck off.

I don't need to see your face to do what I want.
I don't even wanna look at all of your pathetic faces.

I'm better off without any of you losers.
And my sister confirmed my choice is right.

I'm pretty much done here. Gonna get my focus back on my studies.
Last week of my exams.

Shaun H

It has come to an end.

2008-10-01T09:03:00.000+08:00

I WISH.

I WISH MEANS: wouldn't it be nice if...

I WANT.

I WANT MEANS: if I want it enough I will get it.

Getting what you want means making the decisions you need to make to get what you want.
To obtain something, it's just how much you want it, how badly you want it.

When someone tells me they have tried and not getting what they want or they tell me they really want it but nothing's happening. I wanted to shout in their face they're not fucking wanting it enough. If they really wanted that something enough, they WILL get it.
That is how I think and that is how things roll.

It has come to an end. This is my last post and I will be taking a long break.
I realise it is the decisions I made the determines where I am right now.
I made alot of wrong decisions, made alot of wrong choices, made alot of mistakes and there are times when you lose something an there is no way of getting it back.
What comes along with wrong decisions and mistakes are consequences and it will be something I will have to deal with on my own.

It has been a long journey.

~~I need you like a heart needs a beat~~

Take Care,
Shaun H

When You're Not Here

2008-09-29T11:19:00.007+08:00

A group of clowns :) Jokers.

Low quality pictures, bad.

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I'm having my one week holiday now and I've got some plans. I realise I haven't been balling for awhile, been so hectic busy. I don't really remember what happened for the past two weeks. Ahh the short term memory lost again. Man I've gotta put in more effort into my studies. Exam's coming and I'm pretty aware of how good my Biology is - goodbye is just an inch away.

I haven't got anything to write... No inspiration to write hahaha.

Been having some really messed up life. One thing I learned is don't bloody get hooked up with the wrong girl. Fucking screw your mind upside down and thats the time to call it off. Never put emotions in. ( Shaun's finally getting wiser :D ) I don't wanna talk about it cause it's boring and even I will fall asleep thinking about it.

Cause what we had was built of lies

I really like Leehom. List of songs that I like by Leehom
-Dream Again
-You're Not Here
-Kiss Goodbye
-Forever Love
-Incomplete Melody
-A Simple Song
-Wrong Love
-First Morning

Yeah nice songs :) hahaha
anti piracy, NOT
Download people, download cause thats internet.

Shaun H

Ipod Nano 4G

2008-09-14T11:18:00.004+08:00

Ahh the new Ipod Nano 4G. I love it! Looks so tempting *drooling*
If only I had cash $$$ hahahaha....

A Sweet Morning

2008-09-06T11:27:00.006+08:00

Pretty sweet morning this is. I normally wake up early during weekends because I won't be able to sleep long due to the sun light shining in my room. This morning was great, there were clouds to block off the sun rays and I stayed on bed a little longer which is why my morning is sweet today :)

My braces are going off soon, which is sort of sad cause I love my braces. I'm removing them on the 20th this month. I've been delaying my braces removing time for several months. How I wish I don't have to take them off.
I think I started wearing braces around December 2005. I realise that there is no one that's been with me throughout the whole process except my family.

Yesterday, my piano teacher passed me a score sheet for a song. I was quite surprised cause I can already play that song and most importantly, it was in alien language. Looking at score sheets are like looking at alien symbols, I don't understand anything at all.

My mom just passed me some classical cds and told me listen to them. I'm not a fan of classical music but I'm gonna check them out first!

Shaun H

All In One

2008-09-03T16:52:00.003+08:00

Haven't updated in awhile, don't really know what to write. Well I've been really lazy, haven't done anything much.

I remember I got scolded by my add maths teacher last week and she was telling me how much better her other students were, I just kept quiet. Before she left, I told her that I don't like to lose, I'm getting 3 digits for next test.

Last week was kinda special. Chow and I had a little time so he played me a song - River Flows In You. Before he played, I told him to amaze me. Know what? He played it better than Yiruma himself. That piece he played was so beautiful, 10/10. It was really amazing, I'm not sure how many of you have the chance to listen to his version, for all I know he doesn't play the piano to anyone else.

Ohh, I went back to my grandmother's house at Tampin last weekend, it's great. I didn't do anything much mainly there wasn't much to do, I just sat down and stick my ass to the ps2 and re-played Final Fantasy X again.

I can't think of anymore things to write. I'll see if I can get anything good next post.

Shaun H

Timeout Needed

2008-08-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

It's the first day of school today after our one week break. Things weren't that great today. I'm not quite happy. I sort of feel like a loser, I lost focus, I lost concentration, I quit training and went to the park to shoot some balls.
I'm not sure what's happening. I always thought I could put emotions aside and think from a third party point of view but when you're in it, I realise how hard is it to do that. I thought I've grown up to think maturely but I acted like a kid. I'm mad at myself.
Today when I was setting up a reminder for myself, I then realise what date today was. Well it's not important to anyone of us anymore and some things I've learned the hard way how to get over it.
Few days ago I went on a date with this girl, it was great. We had a great time and I haven't been going out for awhile. It craves down something sweet in heart even when times are bad.

I really like this song 'You and Me' by Lifehouse

And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

I'm Back

2008-08-22T12:54:00.006+08:00

Just fixed up this place cause it was in a mess. It was too ugly that I didn't want to log in and post. It's not a 100% percent done but this is quite alright.

I had one of the worst week of the year. Horrible, yeah horrible. I argued with her 3 times this week. I got into an arguement with 2 losers at the basketball court that threatened me to watch out and they wanted to beat me up. I'm not scared really. I made a report to the authorities. I don't like people threatening me, it's just too bad they messed with the wrong guy. I ain't gonna fight them, but they're gonna have to pay for what they did. I will take legal action against them.

Holidays as usual, been doing alot of endurance training, been running alot. Last week I accidentally injured my back and it's been awful.

Grandmother's back here at KL and I'm gonna pay her a visit very soon.

Well I'm going to grab a huge lunch and go for training soon.

It's gonna be a great day, It's gonna be a great day, It's gonna be a great day.

Great Sister

2008-08-09T23:51:00.001+08:00

A big thank you to my little sister for spending the time helping me to get this site redone. Credit goes to her.

Bloody awesome!

Perfect Pitch

2008-08-03T20:48:00.006+08:00

Haven't got much to write that's why I haven't updated in awhile. More to that, I've been quite busy.

Exams near, and I've been really lazy, lethargic, you name it. Chow, Chew, Jeffrey, Michael and I had to hand in our parents number to Mr Tan because we didn't do well in his test. So there's this possibility that we'll get kicked out.

I really envy Chow's perfect pitch. He's awesome. I'm a guy that, when I see something someone has that I want, I want it too. I want to have perfect pitch. I want this I want that and I'm gonna get it.

Moody...

2008-07-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

I've been quite moody for the past few days, I'm not sure what's been bothering me.

Exam is just a week away and with my routine like this I'm never going to study. I've been really lazy after my mid-year holiday.
Thinking about it, it's just a monthly test and tomorrow I'm just gonna go out and watch DARK KNIGHT

I don't know what the hell I'm writing I just know it's way past my sleeping time I sleep before 11 nowadays soooo Im'ma bounce now

Punks

2008-07-16T21:24:00.009+08:00

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Check this out!

Gerald Green, Plays like swallowing an "advanced" multi-vitamin made of nothing but celery.

Rudy Dunks punks Yi Jianlian, Plays like a family being torn apart by a pack of wild dogs.

Illustrates

2008-07-15T16:56:00.002+08:00

The other day i saw my girl walking with some other man
They were walking and giggling and having a time
And I saw she was holding his hand!

I stood back and spied, my eyes filled with tears
As I watched this foul display
Some overly cheerful bicep and legs
Was taking my baby away!

As I spied over Dumpsters with feelings of hate
I saw them in a close embrace! Now I'm broken-hearted
'Cause before they parted, I saw her kiss his face.

That ended my garbage can-espionage
I thought I had seen quite enough
I decided to confront that devilish girl
Who I had once called my true love.

So I typed and e-mail to that wicked female
And gave her a piece of my mind.
But I won't say what I said, in case there's kids present
But I will say my words were unkind.

I said in was the end, and right when I clicked send
I heard my telephone ring.
I picked up the receiver and couldn't believe her
It was my little ex...thing.

She said "Sorry babe that I haven't seen you all day
But my older brother's in town!
Did I ever tell you that he is a boxer
And one of the biggest around?!

"He'd like to meet you but he's quite protective
So behave whatever you do,
I'll just check my e-mail and then we'll come by
And...oh look! Here's an e-mail from you."

What It Takes

2008-07-06T14:52:00.002+08:00

Heaven and hell exist in the mind. Heaven is what you make it, and hell is what you go through to get there.

All In Today

2008-06-27T23:58:00.004+08:00

Just a couple of picture I took that happened today

This happened just now at Bangsar where Maxis was promoting their products and they had like 10 people standing that like a statue, all colored in silver. So all of us took a picture. The original ones are at Mr Tan's place where we hanged it on his wall.

This one is funnier. I got back from school early today and we saw this at the notice board. The word orange cat made me thought of Garfield. So I went upstairs and grab a highlighter and a marker pen then came down with my sister and we sort of add on those words. Hahaha...

A Great Tuesday

2008-06-17T22:49:00.004+08:00

I had a great day today. Our school is the host of Zone Bangsar's Career Day this year and today was the day and there were lots of students from other school that came to our school which also got the teacher to be busy and were not able to come in for classes.

Anyways, one period before school ended, Chow, David and I sneaked into the closed hall, cause there was a piano available there. Guess what? We played for the whole period. David played All My Life by KC and Jojo on the piano while Chow and I played random songs. I started off with Forever Love, Chow told me to stop and replay again. I did what he said, as I played, he played along too, he played the melody and I play the base, it was so so awesome! Then after that Chow and I started playing random Lee Hom songs by ear. There was 'Wei Yi', 'Kiss Goodbye' and I also played 'Right Here Waiting For You'. It was all played by ear, we had no scoresheet, hadn't played this song before and I was suprise we all played well and sing along. It was a really great time. 2 prefects were outside guarding the hall for us and it was really nice of them. At first we actually lied to them saying that we're the CDB, Chinese Dragon Band ( some stupid name made up by Chow) and we have some performance tomorrow but of course they didn't believe us. Hahaha...

I had basketball at night, as usual. When I got in the court, I didn't feel right, knees were stiff, abs were burning. As soon as the game started, I mean, I was dominating. For the past few weeks, I had sore muscles, bad knee that was preventing me to score and drive in hard, but today it was really different. I was agressive, I played hard, scored alot and made my teammates better. I would say that I was in 'The Zone'. Some people at the court started shouting 'Shaun's out of his mind!' It was really great. To be able to play this game, it's really a blessing from above.

I went to the gym with Harris, Aiman, Joseph today. We met Daniel there. Gosh, he was huge! He started lifting weights ever since he finished his SPM and now he has a nice body. Well, I wanna better body than his and I'm working hard for it. I'm training hard mentally, physically, driving myself to be better. I really don't see why I'll ever stop. Why? I'll tell you why...

Because I like looking and feeling good and knowing that each time I step into the gym, I will come out both physically and mentally better then when I first walked in. That right there is my motivation. Knowing I'm getting stronger and tougher is my motivation. Knowing I can bench more then everyone I know is my motivation. Watching other people become totally out of breath after playing basketball while I'm breathing fine is my motivation. Knowing that you are reading this and that you will try to look better than me is my motivation. Knowing that you wanna be better than me in everyway including playing the piano, studies and basketball is my motivation. I wanna show people that dissed me that I can be better than them is my motivation.

I know I can do it, that's why I'm gonna get the job done.

Shaun H